October six
todays mood tracker (do you wanna share yours?)
But I can´t help it.
I know it´ll pass, I know that´s not me, I know it´s only for a few days.
But I would love to cancel the lease of my apartment, break up my relationship, yell at someone and start a new life in a new country (preferably somewhere sunny and warm and with direct access to as many mangoes as my heart desires).
I know I won´t do any of those things.
I know I will make some lunch in a bit, maybe listen to some sad songs to cry to and release emotions, and life will go on.
Little update, it´s been three hours, they had my favorite Onigiri at the grocery store which have been out of stock for almost a month, so that´s great. I do feel a bit better, still mad at the world but I probably will keep my apartment and relationship.